The Lesson

How many times will I have it happen
to me where I get knocked down
by the same enemy again and again.

Only to say I won’t have that happen to me
but here I sit feeling like someone has
torn me to pieces.

They must enjoy seeing me bleed and suffer.
I really think they get off to it. How sick is that.
I have to finally learn the lesson  before
its to late for me.
If those that hurt me have to deal with the
same pain then so be it.

I don’t make the rules anymore.

© Kimber Michaela 2016

I’m having trouble

I’m having trouble wrapping my arms
around anything/everything right now-

I have all these paths laying out
in front of me, looking inviting,
with lots of possibilities.

But I seem to be spinning my wheels
and burning rubber and not getting anywhere.
I’m getting more restless and frustrated
the more I look at them.

I’m not getting the answers
I need to find my way.
I have lost my map!

© 2009 Kimber Michaela