Do I live or do I write or should I say,
live by normal people’s standard’s. Or
write with wild passionate abandonment.
Writing is a part of me, just like breathing is
a part of every living thing.
How do you combine writing and everyday life
to make a person complete.
Other writers know why, we need to get words,
ideas and stories running around in our heads down
on paper and computer screens.
Others don’t and we spend precious time and
energy trying to tell and convince
them what we are doing is important and has a purpose
which is to save our heart and soul.
Well for now I will do the normal routine of my day job
because I have to survive.
But then in the darkness of the night before I go to sleep
I will open a vein and let the writer in me speak.
Kimber Michaela 2007
This was written years back, I still work on combining
both lives, but writing has become a priority.
Many writer’s will understand my words,
that is why I have shared what I found in notebook.